Midnight Bottle

i noe its late..i feel like bloggin..

i really feel like bloggin..

anything...

anything at all..

i mean it..

i haf this stupid mixed up feeling i me now..

i tell myself i will not cry..

i will not..

i hate my tears...

the feeling is so awful..

so awful..

ahhhhhhhhhhh..

i want the midnight bottle...

if it exist...

i want it...

i really want it...

if it really eases pain...