Hello there,
im updating again, after neglecting her blog...long time.. ^^
few months ago..was quite happening..
new year...cny...holidays were awesome..
cant wait for the next one..
and the-not-so-awesome happenings too..
recently theres been alot of pressure im facing.
now,im goin to rant...hehe.
there's this gbus project which i think aint goin on well..
honestly,in my oppinion, and the looks of it, im not goin to put high hopes on it.
im not putting them down on purpose, but... i think they know deep down inside them...
sowee..>.<
*30 marks*...isn't this goal suppose to make us guys work??
the first preview dont mean that it is a success alwright???
why are we cooling down???
aren't we suppose to convince people to come to the 2nd preview?and the "real" event??
so many people been asking..."is your event over???"
"not promoting already?"
and i have to explain??? nuff said...you get it..
oh..
plus..
all those
and journals...and uh,essays??
i have to study more~!
most importatly...
i've been so brave..i have to post it...
and recently...i have been trying to lessen my make up...
i still need bit more time ^^
now..i feel abit good and sumtimes bit ok ok bout meself...
its like roller coaster...
i've been attacted to make up for sooo long...too long...
it all started when i have this very bad acne scars..and i feel like achieving this look i want...
in other words conceal it...
and thus...after using it...i start to get addicted to make up...
i love blushers...eyeshadows...and mascara...
♥ i tell ya...
so many colours....
and so...i think the base is very important for me as in ...
i know its bad to depend on make up...
its like savior...ahhahahha...
i know skin care is more important...
so ..now im trying get detatch with the liquid foundation...
liquid foundations is god sent...hhahahha..but not too much... i realise that now...
recently... i found out powder foundation is horrible-vegetable!!.. i'll explain it in my next post..
and ...i've always convincing myself make up is not so bad...
but...
now..im starting to shake myself out from that thought...
minimal make up for me...
and so..i gave excuse for myself...
hehe...
*have to use tactic to convince myself*
only use full make up on special occasions...
^^ hehe..
now im using this aloe vera gelly...and hoping it could heal the pimples...
and fade scars*finger crossed* ..
oya...one thing... i think it is breaking me out...*horror*
the last thing i need is more pimples...>.<
hope it is juz a process of purging...and heal after a week or so...
*fingers crossed again*
gooness...
this is so dramatic..
XD
alwright..i have to hit the sack...
goonite...
iloveu.always.♥
im updating again, after neglecting her blog...long time.. ^^
few months ago..was quite happening..
new year...cny...holidays were awesome..
cant wait for the next one..
and the-not-so-awesome happenings too..
recently theres been alot of pressure im facing.
now,im goin to rant...hehe.
there's this gbus project which i think aint goin on well..
honestly,in my oppinion, and the looks of it, im not goin to put high hopes on it.
im not putting them down on purpose, but... i think they know deep down inside them...
sowee..>.<
*30 marks*...isn't this goal suppose to make us guys work??
the first preview dont mean that it is a success alwright???
why are we cooling down???
aren't we suppose to convince people to come to the 2nd preview?and the "real" event??
so many people been asking..."is your event over???"
"not promoting already?"
and i have to explain??? nuff said...you get it..
oh..
plus..
all those
and journals...and uh,essays??
i have to study more~!
most importatly...
i've been so brave..i have to post it...
and recently...i have been trying to lessen my make up...
i still need bit more time ^^
now..i feel abit good and sumtimes bit ok ok bout meself...
its like roller coaster...
i've been attacted to make up for sooo long...too long...
it all started when i have this very bad acne scars..and i feel like achieving this look i want...
in other words conceal it...
and thus...after using it...i start to get addicted to make up...
i love blushers...eyeshadows...and mascara...
♥ i tell ya...
so many colours....
and so...i think the base is very important for me as in ...
i know its bad to depend on make up...
its like savior...ahhahahha...
i know skin care is more important...
so ..now im trying get detatch with the liquid foundation...
liquid foundations is god sent...hhahahha..but not too much... i realise that now...
recently... i found out powder foundation is horrible-vegetable!!.. i'll explain it in my next post..
and ...i've always convincing myself make up is not so bad...
but...
now..im starting to shake myself out from that thought...
minimal make up for me...
and so..i gave excuse for myself...
hehe...
*have to use tactic to convince myself*
only use full make up on special occasions...
^^ hehe..
now im using this aloe vera gelly...and hoping it could heal the pimples...
and fade scars*finger crossed* ..
oya...one thing... i think it is breaking me out...*horror*
the last thing i need is more pimples...>.<
hope it is juz a process of purging...and heal after a week or so...
*fingers crossed again*
gooness...
this is so dramatic..
XD
alwright..i have to hit the sack...
goonite...
iloveu.always.♥
