MIA for so long, i am finally back to this empty abandoned blog.
i have a very good reason why i MIA.
im lazy.
Yes, i am.
And i had been very busy with college.
im here now, because i think this is the place where i can actually write what i feel..
or might not write what i feel exactly.
Its been a little hard for me nowadays trying to adjust to the really hectic schedule of the course.
Honestly,
its CRAZY.
The workload is crazy.
when i mean crazy, i mean like 1234 assignments to hand in a week.
but now its over *finally* and i have a longggg holiday to make up for that. ^^
My feelings is really mixed now, i dont know how to explain what it is.
sad? happy? scared? i dont know.
i know i am not crazy .
i am not purposely feeling that way.
i dont think this is even considered Emo.
i blame myself for being unconfidently stupid.
stupidity really sticks to me like glue.
i have to shake that away from me.
kick it as far as possible. to north pole. or south.
i want to change. i have to.
i have to motivate myself.
this time no slacking. no NO.
i believe this time i can do it.
*i can!* strength is my vitamins . now i think my strength is 0% XD
sowee for the long post.. i think.. tq.. bye





